Still deciding what to wear I'll post a photo later...
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
First Try at Karaoke!
I know that I love dancing in my femme persona, but I haven't been out for a while and tonight's karaoke night at one of the local CD-friendly spots, so I'm going to try it.
Monday, June 22, 2015
Being A Dominant - Meeting the Masters
For most of the months of April and May, I let my dominant side emerge through both Culotte and Nikki, on their respective websites. It's been fascinating and powerful. There really are a large number of men who enjoy being dominated: sissified, told to worship me and willing to hurt themselves for me on cam. I've learned more about edging, CBT, and turning men into strippers and showgirls.
There are some circles of people on the sites who are playing games together. That was a fascinating discovery, and very exciting. I have myself involved with one of them and have successfully been switching from dom to sub with different combinations of players.
What I found after the first few sessions is exactly what I found while domming as a man. There is a tenderness and care that we express toward our subs that comes out very quickly. We are, after all, engaged in something mutual. The SSC rule drives all of my encounters, which is as it should be.
Not surprisingly, my main interest is still humiliation, not pain. It's a little tougher, though. In general, since the submissives are so hungry to obey, it's hard to find things that will humiliate them. Because of that, I have been experimenting more with pain. Squeezing balls. Tying them off, then tying the loose ends of the string around back behind the neck, so they have to walk in an uncomfortable, hunched over, position. Slapping them. Plenty of nipple games. And of course, gagging and spitting. I often have them push fingers (or toys) into their mouths until they gag, then letting the saliva drip down their chin and neck.
What I have noticed, though, is that not a lot of these men are willing to pay. The submissives are mostly "greys" - they show up in the chat window in grey, indicating they have no tokens to spend. And, while it's been fun domming some of them, I am still trying to earn money to buy more toys and clothes.
The question of "why are you doing it?" has come up again, in particular in conversations with Stone. More on that in another post.
There are some circles of people on the sites who are playing games together. That was a fascinating discovery, and very exciting. I have myself involved with one of them and have successfully been switching from dom to sub with different combinations of players.
What I found after the first few sessions is exactly what I found while domming as a man. There is a tenderness and care that we express toward our subs that comes out very quickly. We are, after all, engaged in something mutual. The SSC rule drives all of my encounters, which is as it should be.
Not surprisingly, my main interest is still humiliation, not pain. It's a little tougher, though. In general, since the submissives are so hungry to obey, it's hard to find things that will humiliate them. Because of that, I have been experimenting more with pain. Squeezing balls. Tying them off, then tying the loose ends of the string around back behind the neck, so they have to walk in an uncomfortable, hunched over, position. Slapping them. Plenty of nipple games. And of course, gagging and spitting. I often have them push fingers (or toys) into their mouths until they gag, then letting the saliva drip down their chin and neck.
What I have noticed, though, is that not a lot of these men are willing to pay. The submissives are mostly "greys" - they show up in the chat window in grey, indicating they have no tokens to spend. And, while it's been fun domming some of them, I am still trying to earn money to buy more toys and clothes.
The question of "why are you doing it?" has come up again, in particular in conversations with Stone. More on that in another post.
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