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Saturday, August 24, 2013

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

First Live Video Broadcast

I crossed another boundary tonight. I was on the road and had a room to myself, so I decided I'd do another photo shoot. I'd bought a new red/black wig and decided to try some "tribal" face makeup instead of the full face mask from the last few shoots.

About an hour into the shoot, I got brave and decided it would be fun to go online and do a live broadcast. The makeup seemed to do an adequate job of hiding my face and I kind of liked the visuals I was getting. (Being shaved really makes a difference in how the photos come out. I guess that should have been obvious.)

I went online to the ImageFAP website and clicked into the chat rooms. The most obvious rooms for me were the T-Room, the Gay Room and the Fetish Room. I went into the T-Room but I couldn't figure out whether I was not broadcasting or nobody was interested. I changed to the Gay Room and pretty quickly, someone picked up on the video broadcast. He was helpful with a couple of technical questions I had and before long, there were a couple of other people watching.

This was quite a turn on for me. I guess I shouldn't have been surprised, I seem to "exhibitionist" in my list of kinks. I couldn't tell how many were watching at one time, which was a turn-on in itself. Every now and then, someone would post a little compliment or something like "wish I was there". Empowering and gratifying.

I did some walking back and forth, a little Liza Minnelli chair post, playing with my nipples. The thing that got the most comments, though, was my chest. Shaving my body really paid off. So did learning how to twist and turn so I could appear to have at least a little bit up top!

I'm anxious to do it again, though I'm not sure how and when I can arrange it.

Thanks to the guys in channel for the support.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

hair is growing back

On another, less funny, note: hair has begun to show up everywhere. Prickly little things all over my belly and thighs. Black ones down the middle of my chest and in patches on my legs. Now, I really have to decide how committed I am to this...

errand list for today

my errand list hit me as funny, so I thought I'd post it:
  • pay bills
  • go to the bank
  • pick up chocolate syrup
  • buy nipple suction devices
  • finish packing for the weekend
Hope you got a chuckle out of that.

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

enjoying the shave

The next morning, I decided I wanted to really inhabit this new shaved-bare body. So, I looked through my drawers to find something sexy to wear underneath my street clothes for the day. I knew it was going to be hot, so I needed something light.

I ended up choosing a wife-beater and a light cotton thong. I put them on and submitted front and rear shots to Addie.

I'm not particularly proud of my backside, but I thought I should send both views just to be complete.

one last pic from Friday night

I didn't find anywhere in the last few posts to put this picture, but I liked it a lot so I wanted to send it along. I like the lighting and the pose.

how Friday went (5 of 5) - girls pleasuring girls

As Addie and I chatted casually, I realized I was getting more and more anxious. I knew why too. We'd joked about it before, about some night when she would let me dress up and we would have a girl-girl experience. And we both knew that tonigh was the night.

There was a lull in the chat and Addie posted a single word. "Ready?"

I felt a shiver go down my spine. Eagerness. I typed, "yes".

She told me that she wanted me to pick the sexiest outfit I'd bought that day. The one I would wear if she took me out to a club or even a bar to meet someone. To try to pick up a man.

I paused for just a second. I had no intention of doing anything like that and she knew it. I typed, "we're not going out are we?"

She answered "laughing - of course not! This is for you and me, dear."

I typed "BRB" and went to the closet. I knew right away which outfit I wanted. Even though I loved looking at women in those pleated skirts, I knew that the one piece red dress would look better on me. I'd also bought a black sweater to wear over it. The weather didn't call for it (just the opposite!) but I loved the look.

I took off the corset and replaced it with my padded bra but kept the black panties. I put on a sheer pair of thigh-highs, then the outfit. I finished it off with my blonde wig and a new half-mask I'd made.

I took a few pictures and sent them to Addie.

I'd even brought a bottle of wine for us to "share". I offered her a picture of me holding the wine bottle.

We ended up playing for quite a while, using fingers and tongues to pleasure each other. I would love to go into details, but Addie has sworn me to secrecy.

For now, at least.