i've been spending a fair amount of time on lushstories.com. i posted my first story and some pics there. there are a lot of awfully pretty cross dressers on the site. that's both exciting and discouraging. it makes me want to get in the gym 7 days a week instead of 3. maybe that's good motivation.
chatting with some of the fellows made me think a lot about why i'm here and why i'm doing this.
what got me started was a submissive fantasy. i've done a lot of chats online (more on that later) and had a lot of fun but that world of submission is still something i think of as a writer, as theatre, as an indulgence, not something i crave as part of my lifestyle.
cross-dressing may be different. it just feels good. i've always like the kinds of tight, shiny clothes i get to wear when i'm doing this. i never gave much thought to the makeup, hair, and clothes part of it, just the underthings. now, seeing some of the more accomplished guys on the site, it's got me walking through the department store thinking "if i dropped about 20 pounds, i would sure look good in that."
this is an interesting phase i'm in!
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